2009年11月30日星期一
幸福万岁♥
等朋友打完机后...
就回家去了...
睡睡睡~
到了3点下午就起来了~
为什么呢??
跟我的爱人约会走街~
地点??
Midvalley...
去那边好像路痴将~
因为都很少到那边走~
在那边吃了就去看戏~
Twilight: New Moon
不错看~
但是之前没有看到第一集~
所以不是很满足~
要跟朋友借来看了~
看完后就饿了
晚餐时间:
去吃火锅~
不错下~
很久没吃了~
所以很满足~
过后我们心血来潮~
跑到云顶去吹风...
冷到我们抖~
四点多在上面又吃KFC
扎到...
然后五点多~
下回来回家去~
六点多了~
才到家~
整天的行程就是将...
但是这次不同...
我们都在一起...
所以很开心...
时间长达13粒钟~
但是要离开的时候...
很够不舍得咯...TT
但是那段时间超级开心的
呵呵~
感觉幸福到~
那些就不写了
留给我们自己就好^^
hehe
期待下次的约会...
是早上的哦~
比较好玩....XD
好吧...
又有趣的东西再告诉你们吧...XD
2009年11月28日星期六
I will be STRONG!!!!
Why??
Because I want to...
Today is not a bad day...
Went to work at 4pm till 10pm...
Yeah...
You are right...
Part time for my sem break...
Working was fine...
Tiring was the only problem...
After I finish work...
Guess what??
I didn't go straight home...
Went to take a shower at my friend's place and head straight to clubbing....
Location??
U guessed it...
Poppy again...
After we finish preparing
We went on our way...
This time going to Poppy was a very special one...
Why??you asked...
Well, it's because it will be the last day I will be able to see her again...
NO...
We are not in a fight...
It's because she is gonna start work too...
And i really don't know when will I be able to see her again...
Because it was her last nite clubbing...
We didn't really spend the whole night together...
I didn't want her to do so too...
Because I want her to have fun...
The funny thing is that I went there just to see her...
Eventhough we weren't together...
Seeing her makes me happy...
Stupid huh??
I don't think so...
I know it's stupid...
But I miss her alot after the night finish...
In fact,
I was very down all of the sudden...
Maybe it's just myself...
I feel sad to go home....
But when we were going off....
I didn't looked at her...
It's because my tears was flooding my eyes...
And I don't want her to see that...
I am not strong enough...
I know that...
But what can I do??
Seeing the one you love to leave is a hard thing to do...
Eventhough it's just temporary but it sores my heart deeply to see that happening...
But at least she had fun...
And she was happy...
That is enough for me...
I really miss her now...
I am struggling missing her right now when I am writing my blog...
The pain is here....
And I want it to go away...
I don't want her to know what I am going through
I don't want her to worry about this kind of small matter...
Another reason I feel depress is I am working from afternoon till night
And she is working from night till mid-night...
Meaning that we can't sms each other...
For the whole December...
I really don't know whether I can't stand this kind of torture...
I don't even dare to think about it...
I am not strong enough...
I blame that all to myself...
To be honest,
I don't want her to know what is happening to me this moment...
I promise...
I WILL BE STRONG
I WILL BARE WHAT IS GOIN TO HAPPEN...
I will keep my words...
Tearing down now...
But it's ok...
I will be fine afterwards...
No worries...*smile*
wish me luck...
I really need it...
Well~
That's all from me now...
Will tell you all how it will go when i have the chance again...
Will update my blog fews days later...
Stopping for now...
My eyes are blurring...
Bye for now...
Take Care all~~
2009年11月27日星期五
Random Feelings
为什么会这样???
应该是关于我兄弟恋爱失败的事情吧
觉得他很可怜
为什么为爱付出最后得到的竟然是如此的难看。。。
我真的不明白
我知道“爱情不能勉强”,“爱情是盲目的”,“爱情是没有对错”,“爱情是你情我愿”
这种说法永远都会出现在“当局者”和“旁观者”的嘴里
也是一种无法被打倒的说法
就因为这样
爱情变得非常的复杂
从前的爱情,在今时今日已经变质了
不再是可以简单的爱
而是要耍心机,来得到爱情
这种手段...
我不能阻止,也做不出
对
我宁愿选择被骗,被伤害的是我
说我傻,蠢,sohai???
如果就这样被套上这个称号
我可以告诉你
我就是那么的傻,那么的春,那么的sohai...
看得太多,听得太多
造成我对爱情有所保留
但是当我是当事人
我还是会付出一切的真心来对待
但是受伤的往往就是收场结果
猪头,对不起
我无法在爱情的战场上帮你一把
就只能看你一次又一次的战败
对不起
真的
作为一个兄弟
我输了
其实自己也不是好到哪里去
也很怕我说看到的遭遇
会发生在自己的身上
真的很怕
这次一跌倒
我再也爬不起来
很怕今天所拥有的幸福,快乐,温暖
在明天突然消失了
那种孤独,寂寞
很痛苦,很折磨
让我无法不去想它
在心里她已经是永久的主人
也就只能容纳她一个
但是,是否可以成为事实
还是未知数
我会耐心地盼望
未来的一切
希望会是我理想中的那个未来
选择去相信,保护,维持
这是我每天都对自己说的
好吧...
感触到此结束
4 Days of Hell...><"
今天,是我考试的第一天~
也是我掉进地狱的第一天!!!!
第一科: IT for Business
死咯...
最没有兴趣的一科...
礼拜那天K爆了它...
考的时候有写完...
但是没有信心...
希望能PASS
这样我就很满足了...
南无阿弥陀佛~~~
【星期二】
考完了IT,考MATHS~
这科还好~
至少我会做...
没有将STRESS~
感觉上拿B不是问题了...
哈哈!!!
希望希望~
《星期三》
这一天,一次过考两科...
Account和Moral...
Account基础好考到ok的~
Moral不是很了解...
总平均又低...
过关吧求求你~
(星期四)×昨天×
哈哈,最后一科~~
Introduction to Business
完全是在掌握之内!!!
信心满满!!!
考完后,
我回到人间的生活了~
逃离地狱!!!
晚上,朋友约去clubbing~
地点??
-Maison-
当天的气氛???
还好吧~
不是很好玩咯...
但是很多人是的都见到面...
旧朋友,学校的,POU的...
通通都见到...
到处去和他们玩...
可惜的是....
我老婆没来...
不是很开心~~~
原因??
因为很久没和她见面了...
很想念她...
散场后,赶回家...
报告报告~~
哄她入睡~
我自己也睡觉~
今天*Friday*
开工咯~~
在Subang做WAITER~
餐厅名? BOSTON...
早上11点做到5点~
感觉不错~
但是蛮累的~
但是为了MONEY~~
撑下去吧
一个月罢了吗
Ok的!!!
最近的生活及差不多讲完了啦...
2009年11月20日星期五
【L♥O♥V♥E】11/20/09
今天终于得空了
可以好好的把blog写好~
记得我说要去“血拼”吗??
哈哈
那天星期二终于成功去到了
第一站我们先去了sunway pyramid...
老习惯
但是三条水还是要在那边试新货
离开前
MCDONALD
吃饱了,满意了
哈哈...
因为我第一次跟她在天亮亮的时候见面
去到了那里
挑剔到~~~
之后她来了
叫我去greeb box找她
忘记告诉她我在ts
然后自己走到六楼才懂
原来是在金河
快快跑去金河找她><"
walao!!!
“於”到
然后我们两个就去回合他们
继续走街~
到最后,
大家都满载而归
Bii也要回了
所以走着聊下天
就balik rumah...
回到吧生
我跟Rex,妹陪那只鸡肉countdown 18号
哈哈
他有够感动咯
因为有suprise蛋糕
吹蛋糕..^^V
鸡肉生日
陪他去clubbing~
地点??
Cocobanana...
这次的clubbing是他今年的最后一次
因为他要回sabah做工了
之后两个月才能见到他了
BRO, I WILL MISS U
那天兄弟能都和他庆祝超high的
有些还喝到醉醉
不用我说
就是那几个咯
不懂发什么神经
全部突然玩“打k轮”
扎到
害到我也被拖下去...><"
ding dong...
3点了
他家都回家了除了我们这般
还在那边拍照自high...
拍完了
还跑到mamak档烧夜...><"
之后还去打一场机
才肯回家睡
够力咯
『星期四』
起身了...
冲了凉就去吃我们的早餐+午餐
BAK KUT TEH!!!
吃饱了...
就被拉去pyramid走街...
陪某某人买衣喔~
没办法...
买了后就载全部人回家
自己也回家了
Friday
20/11/09
我又想她开了口了~~
以为答案会像之前一样
问他的时候整个人都紧绷了起来
打定输数的
怎知道???
她答应了!!!
就在凌晨的1.33a.m.
她接受了我~~
真的有够力的开心咯~~
*还记得我们第一次认识的时候...
是在9月24号的星期四...
当时从朋友的手中拿到她的号码..
就开始信息她了...
在26号...
我们见了第一次面...
其实...
是我的第二次了...
因为24号那天我已经看到她了...
只是她没有看到我...
见面的那一天...
两个都很尴尬...
但是过后high了点...
就听朋友说外面有人在打架...
就象跑过去看...
然后,
又看到了她...
原本和她打个招呼就要去看的...
怎知道~~
她很用力的...
把我拉了过去...
当晚...
我们就这样熟了起来...
那天过后的第二天...
我们就开始每天都信息了...
彼此都对彼此有好感...
但是对我而言...
好感不是一切...
所以决定给大家时间了解对方...
再开始...
时间久了...
我也从好感变成了喜欢了...
朋友也一直吹我更她表白...
还认定了我们就是一对...
但是不想她有压力...
所以等他觉得适合的时候才开始~
耐心的等她...
终于在20号她接受了我~~
开心到飞天~*
这里希望可以和她很久很久...
未来的日子都要和她度过...
真的很爱她~
比,我爱你!!!
2009年11月16日星期一
Finally!!!!
总算可以松一口气~~~><"
为了这些assignment和presentation
精神都快崩溃了!!?!!
唉~~
没有人会明白的~
超烦,超紧,张超bek chek的!!!
,
但是放心...
一切都结束了~
接下来的就剩下final exam
准备k书吧~
星期三~
鸡肉生日~~
要好好跟他搞...
因为20号他就要回沙巴做工了...
要等到新年才可以见面了...
所以~
要给他够够力!!!
不舍得的咯....
吊!!!
少了我的pou咖~
看来他不在的两个月...
我会少出了...
因为没人载...
唉...
可怜~
快点跟我回来咯!!
XXX你!!!
我要去找我的比的叻
GRRRR!!!!
明天去"血拼"~
星期三下club~
迟点再告诉你我们的行程...
到此~
2009年11月15日星期日
♥ Something Special
this time i am using english to write my blog...
reason??
just wanna write it in english thats all...
ok~~
About yesterday....
like i told you all in my last blog post...
I went to celebrate my friends' birthday party....
VENUE?
POPPY~
Well, we reach there quite early...
because the last few times we went there we were always late...
But yesterday, we manage to reach there early...
right about 11++
The fun part is that we were the 1st to arrive there...
After we arrive,
Me and my buds went straight to the WC...
It was a torture to hold our XXX for half and hour...
Rush to the WC and burst them all out...
Phew~
What "A" RELIEVE
After we were done with our business...
we stood outside of POPPY waiting for the BDAY BOY and the rest...
Met up with her friends and "HER"
Chit Chatting and fool around there...
Moments later, she ask whether we could keep their bags in the car...
And YEAH~
Took the bags to the car...
Before locking the car,
I realize that it was a good chance to put the "SOMETHING" in her bag...
XD(GRINNING)
After that, I went back to them and waited for them(BDAY BOY)....
we waited about an hour an a half before they reach and parked their cars...
NOTE:
from 11++ to 1++~
SWT huh??!!
No biggie~
Cause we always go in that late...
Gave the $$ to my friends and IN we go....
"GONNA GET DRUNK DRUNK DRUNK"
Drank & Danced with them...
Went CRAZY with all of them...
Some of them even got DRUNK...
Sigh~
Reach home about 4++
Brush up and clean up myself before going to bed....
Woke up today and GUESS what~
She found out the "SOMETHING"
Don't know whether if she likes in or not...
But at least i tried~RIGHT??
Went out with Jiro and Mei today...
QUITE FUN...
Going for shopping next Tuesday...
Hope I get what I want then...
That's all for now folks...
Goodnight
& Have a nice Dream~
2009年11月13日星期五
Random Friday
剩下下星期一的IT PRESENTATION我就可以解脱了!!!
最近这两个礼拜的Assignment跟Presentation逼得我快要疯掉~
下星期终于可以休息两下...
后可星期又要大考了....
haih~
累+烦+无奈!!!><"
算了吧!!!
死就死!!!
话说回来...
今天又是星期五了~
意思就是说???
明天可以睡到太阳晒屁股...XD
一个字.........
爽!!!!
今天没有出去...
原因???
不想出咯~
在家上网,听歌,陪“她”
没什么好说了...
到此停笔...
明天又去CLUBBING了~
这次是帮我朋友庆祝生日...
*考试加油!!!*
2009年11月10日星期二
2009年11月9日星期一
I need New Wardrobe!!!
哈哈...
还蛮好笑的...
因为以前已经有了一个...
但是太久没开了...
连password都忘掉了...
><"扎到
没关系啦...
现在她帮我开了一个新的...
就用这个好了...
呵呵
另外也是因为答应了“她”要用~
所以~~~呵呵XD
最近啊~
好无奈!!!
那天陪朋友去"lagoon"玩...
然后就去pyramid走街...
进到我朋友的衣服店
看到有我喜欢的"WARDROBE"...
直接gek到...
为什么会gek到??haih~
因为我想买但是没钱买...
超不爽!!!!!!
啊!!!!
不理了!!!
下星期一定要去买...
进货进货...
过后逛完了...
就载朋友回去换衣,打扮
哈哈!!!
准备去CLUBBING...
地点?POPPY
因为BARCE关了...
到了那里...
等朋友到齐...
然后PARTY~~~~
超好笑的...
我们全部跳跳下...
有一般人就和我们玩...
跟我和ZANE“对”酒...
喝了后...
和我们跳舞(sexy dance><")
他们“醉”7了
之后更夸张~
他们拉我朋友下水~~
哈哈哈哈哈!!!!
笑9死我
全身湿完...
因为湿完了
有一个就先回家了...
我们其他的就继续HAPPIE...
最开心的是~
“她”陪了我整晚
虽然她醉醉地...
但是有她陪...
开心死了...
DING DONG~~
3点了...
等她上车后...
就返归...
四点多到吧生...
喝茶,回家睡...